Posts tagged 2012

Posted 11 months ago

first & last duck-face i’ve ever made.

Posted 11 months ago

PROM 2012 <3

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Posted 1 year ago

April 15th, 2012.

  1. 1. Would you have sex with the last person you text messaged? no
  2. 2. You talked to an ex today, correct? nope
  3. 3. Have you taken someones virginity? never
  4. 4. Is trust a big issue for you? it can be yeah.
  5. 5. Did you hang out with the person you like recently? live with him
  6. 6. What are you excited for? nothing imparticular at the moment.
  7. 7. What happened tonight? nothing yet, its 3: 49pm and I'm currently sitting at work.
  8. 8. Do you think it’s disgusting when girls get really wasted? no
  9. 9. Is confidence cute? sure
  10. 10. What is the last beverage you had? water
  11. 11. How many people of the opposite sex do you fully trust? I don't think I fully trust anybody.
  12. 12. Do you own a pair of skinny jeans? I do.
  13. 13. What are you gonna do Saturday night? who knows...I don't plan that far ahead.
  14. 14. What are you going to spend money on next? most likely food.
  15. 15. Are you going out with the last person you kissed? no
  16. 16. Do you think you’ll change in the next 3 months? most likely.
  17. 17. Who do you feel most comfortable talking to about anything? anybody & nobody.
  18. 18. The last time you felt broken? never.
  19. 19. Have you had sex today? no
  20. 20. Are you starting to realize anything? starting to..
  21. 21. Are you in a good mood? pretty good, yeah.
  22. 22. Would you ever want to swim with sharks? sure.
  23. 23. Are your eyes the same color as your dad’s? they are.
  24. 24. What do you want right this second? candy..
  25. 25. What would you say if the person you love/like kissed another girl/boy? they have every right to so I wouldnt do anything.
  26. 26. Is your current hair color your natural hair color? pretty close.
  27. 27. Would you be able to date someone who doesn’t make you laugh? no
  28. 28. What was the last thing that made you laugh? could've been anything, I laugh a lot.
  29. 29. Do you really, truly miss someone right now? always.
  30. 30. Does everyone deserve a second chance? not always.
  31. 31. Honestly, do you hate the last boy you were talking to? no
  32. 32. Does the person you have feelings for right now, know you do? yeah
  33. 33. Are you one of those people who never drinks soda? no
  34. 34. Listening to? the radio at work
  35. 35. Do you ever write in pencil anymore? I dont remember the last time I did.
  36. 36. Do you know where the last person you kissed is? I dont.
  37. 37. Do you believe in love at first sight? that would be lust, love takes some time.
  38. 38. Who did you last call? leftys.
  39. 39. Who was the last person you danced with? actually danced was with everyone at sarahs birthday.
  40. 40. Why did you kiss the last person you kissed? 'cause he dropped me off at work.
  41. 41. When was the last time you ate a cupcake? couple months ago
  42. 42. Did you hug/kiss one of your parents today? no
  43. 43. Ever embarrass yourself in front of a crush? oh probably.
  44. 44. Do you tan in the nude? I dont tan.
  45. 45. If you could, would you take back your last kiss? no
  46. 46. Did you talk to someone until you fell asleep last night? i dont talk as im falling asleep with someone, i cuddle.
  47. 47. Who was the last person to call you? leftys
  48. 48. Do you sing in the shower? sometimes
  49. 49. Do you dance in the car? sometimes haha
  50. 50. Ever used a bow and arrow? yeah
  51. 51. Last time you got a portrait taken by a photographer? school pictures
  52. 52. Do you think musicals are cheesy? sure
  53. 53. Is Christmas stressful? it can be
  54. 54. Ever eat a pierogi? yup!
  55. 55. Favorite type of fruit pie? rhubarb strawberry
  56. 56. Occupations you wanted to be when you were a kid? vet, teacher, marine biologist, mainly a hairdresser though.
  57. 57. Do you believe in ghosts? defiantly
  58. 58. Ever have a Deja-vu feeling? lots
  59. 59. Take a vitamin daily? no, should probably start.
  60. 60. Wear slippers? sometimes
  61. 61. Wear a bath robe? no
  62. 62. What do you wear to bed? nothing
  63. 63. First concert? avril lavigne
  64. 64. Wal-Mart, Target or Kmart? none
  65. 65. Nike or Adidas? n/a
  66. 66. Cheetos Or Fritos? cheetos
  67. 67. Peanuts or Sunflower seeds? peanuts
  68. 68. Favorite Taylor Swift song? n/a
  69. 69. Ever take dance lessons? yep
  70. 70. Is there a profession you picture your future spouse doing? no
  71. 71. Can you curl your tongue? yep
  72. 72. Ever won a spelling bee? no
  73. 73. Have you ever cried because you were so happy? no
  74. 74. What is your favorite book? I have quite a few.
  75. 75. Do you study better with or without music? i dont study lol
  76. 76. Regularly burn incense? used to
  77. 77. Ever been in love? never
  78. 78. Who would you like to see in concert? lots of bands
  79. 79. What was the last concert you saw? system of a down
  80. 80. Hot tea or cold tea? both
  81. 81. Tea or coffee? tea, ive never tried coffee
  82. 82. Favorite type of cookie? chocolate chip
  83. 83. Can you swim well? well enough
  84. 84. Can you hold your breath without holding your nose? yes
  85. 85. Are you patient? if i need to be
  86. 86. DJ or band, at a wedding? dj i guess
  87. 87. Ever won a contest? yeah
  88. 88. Ever have plastic surgery? no
  89. 89. Which are better black or green olives? olives are gross
  90. 90. Opinions on sex before marriage? its up to you.
  91. 91. Best room for a fireplace? living room
  92. 92. Do you want to get married? i never did up until recently ive been thinking about it, still undecided though.
Posted 1 year ago

March 27th, 2012.

They say “Home is where the heart is.” is this why every time I’m away from you I feel completely home sick? My stomach knots up, it becomes harder for me to breath, I feel empty and in-complete almost. I’ve never once felt like this about another human being, I know I’ve already posted about this before but ever since I was a little girl I never imagined I could love somebody, I never imagined myself spending my life with someone and marriage was completely out of the question. I’m still iffy about marriage, I don’t think I’ll ever get married but at least now I can picture myself spending my life with somebody. I only feel complete when I’m with him, without him I’m lost. I always tell myself “don’t gain feelings.” “don’t get attached.” and now I’ve done both things…I’m really unsure if it’s a good thing or a bad thing, I’m absolutely terrified of what could happen if things don’t work out between us, but I’m so intrigued to see if they do.

Posted 1 year ago

March 24th, 2012

  • I don’t advise drug use in any way shape or form other than pot, mushrooms, and anything else natural, but when I do MDMA I always find new things about myself or the people around me that I love, on New Years I found out an acquaintence was actually a lot better of a person than I had ever thought and we became really close over a drug induced conversation. 
  • Last night I re-connected with a wonderful lady and we had a really good talk about the boy I’ve been seeing for the past couple months, and I came to the realization that for the first time I love somebody. I never thought the day would come especially at seventeen where I would be falling in love with somebody. I can’t even explain the feeling that goes through me when I hear see him, hear his voice, read a text message from him, or even hear his name. He has the most wonderful family as well who are nothing but loving and welcome me with open arms telling me how dumb he is that he hasn’t made it official yet but they approve 100% and think we’re a perfect match. I could fully see myself spending the rest of my life with this boy, he’s simply amazing and never fails to put a smile on my face.
  • I accidentally tinted my hair pink the other day after re-dying it blonde, so decided to fully dye my hair pink which resulted in an amazingly bright ultra-violet color, its glows in a black light as well which I never knew until the party last-night, I met a lot of people mainly because of the fact my hair was glowing and people loved it, I will most defiantly be keeping it this color for quite some time.

Posted 1 year ago

This picture pisses me off, maybe you girls and boys should stop being so insecure in your relationships and trust your partner a little bit, if they only talk to other girls/guys to make you jealous maybe you should think about why you’re wasting your time with that person, if they actually cared they wouldnt do it. 

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Posted 1 year ago

march 12th, 2012.

  • finally get two days off starting tomorrow, been working for the past five days and I cannot wait to sleep in, though I wont get to until wednesday because I have to go buy more things for my house early tomorrow.
  • starting next week I’ll be working 10-5 at the candy store and then 6-cl at leftys…going to be wonderful money but so stressfull…Id rather work two shifts in one day and have my days off be actual days off rather than work at one place a couple days a week and the other place the rest of the days.
  • moving is a lot harder then I thought it would be, I have a lot more things than I thought and its hard to decide what I want to keep and what I want to throw away/sell/take to the sally-ann. plus my new room even though its bigger doesnt have as much room because I’m sharing it and half of it is converted into a hangout/blaze spot.
  • I cant decide weather or not I want to stay blonde, or go back brunette…I love my blonde but its so hard to keep up with, I was thinking put a bit of brown in it but Im scared it wont look good.
  • I miss my cat, I went home to visit her yesterday and she was so mad at me for leaving her she bit me on the face, but after some lovin’ all was good…I want to bring her with me but I’m scared she’ll run away…I just dont know what to do, I hate leaving her all alone at my parents house.

Posted 1 year ago

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